Positive

The joy and sorrows fusion
Has been leading me to confusion.
I have to choose one:
Be sad or have fun.

Should I weep for I lost my love
Or appreciate the experience I didn't deserve;
Be satisfied that at least I was a reserve
Or criticize that why I was another curve?

Whether to cherish the moment we had
Or complaint that now I am abandoned and be sad?

Rejoice that for you I am special
Or drown in sorrows for you are yet unavailable?

Am I supposed to be happy for I have people and friends
Or be sad that I won't have them at the end?
There are lots of questions still in the net
But the answer is to be positive I bet.

Luck

I never actually believed in luck
But in my life I was always stuck,
Concluding that mine is bad
Its efforts are firm to keep me sad.

Even since I have known what luck is
My every shot has turned out to be a miss.
I have lost things and people,
Everything eventually becomes null.

I am not its only jest,
People related to me are also affected till they need bed rest.

People are usually free
Until they're approached by me;
And they aren't busy for a while
Within that period you could travel a 1000 mile.

Basically I am a walking-talking bad mojo;
I ain't sure after this I will be a friend or a foe.