Positive

The joy and sorrows fusion
Has been leading me to confusion.
I have to choose one:
Be sad or have fun.

Should I weep for I lost my love
Or appreciate the experience I didn't deserve;
Be satisfied that at least I was a reserve
Or criticize that why I was another curve?

Whether to cherish the moment we had
Or complaint that now I am abandoned and be sad?

Rejoice that for you I am special
Or drown in sorrows for you are yet unavailable?

Am I supposed to be happy for I have people and friends
Or be sad that I won't have them at the end?
There are lots of questions still in the net
But the answer is to be positive I bet.