Have you ever:
Confessed what you feel?
Expressed it with such an appeal
That it felt so real.
Described, memories to create?
Even if you have to wait.
Mentioned, the emptiness inside?
Which fills when you confide in them.
Informed all these to the special someone?
And named another person.
You assured you'll return at any rate
And I'll have to wait
For a long time span;
This is your plan.
We have the mutual feeling.
What could possibly go wrong?
But here's the problem that we're dealing
And it'll make us strong.
Apparently I'm fighting alone,
I need you by my side,
You are my backbone.
You need time to coincide.
We don't have to concede
Or your plan will never succeed.
We can get it back to normal
With your essential supporters in additional.
I look forward to meet you again,
To hear you complain.
Talk for a while
And see you smile.
Standing out with the wide sky
Looking into your eyes
Listening your endless stories
Wishing for the moment to cease.
Hold you close with inches apart
Slow breathe and a faster beating heart.
Hug you tight
And Kiss you light.
Put an effort and we'll meet soon
Don't let this condition leave us in ruin.
Circumstances are rough
Together it won't be tough.
You've cried over my selfless acts
One of the reasons we're compact.
I just want us to flourish
There are plans to accomplish.
Yet due to an anguish
You think I am selfish.
I'm keeping the promises away from extinguish
And I am selfish?
I am ready to step back like a foolish
That makes me selfish?
There's Love & Sacrifice as my niche
Does that make me selfish?
Maybe I am not ready
But if it takes, I'll relinquish
So this thought makes me selfish?
Somewhere among the situation, You forgot,
That you have stepped on a sensitive spot.
No hard feelings
I just need to replenish
Am I still being selfish?
I was in a situation, a decade ago;
And I avoided it like a pro.
Being evasive always worked for me,
But the universe has it's own plan.
I came upon the same situation
This time on the other hand.
Never have I approached anyone.
Unusually I did it that time
Things went haywire and I was done.
I was at loss but I learned
That evasion and invasion
Is not always an ideal solution.
History, sometimes, repeats itself
For the oppressed it's a losing game
Moments and courses may be different
The feeling is still same.
Never matters how many times,
You've been through those crimes.
The pain never gets old.
It maybe on 'N'th number of repeat
Try as much you cannot prevent it.
You'll find yourself on the same old street
With consequences once again ready to greet.
I cherish my time with you,
That feeling between us.
All the moments together
You made them adventurous.
After all we've been through
I made a mistake.
I didn't give you any value
And left you in an earthquake.
You gave me one more chance
Without another glance.
Let's take it easy and slow,
Understand each other
I'll make sure there's a glow
In our future together.
You constant question
Is fired from a gun
To know that reason.
I'll give you more than one.
Yes I am angry
'Cause within few days
Neither of us will be free.
Time is less
Lots of stress
So much to share
But time's the fare.
I have some time to spare
You have problems of one pair,
Bad combination to stir
Enough to explain my anger.
All that I express
Does not belong to me
Sometimes it's environmental mess
At times of Yours Truly.
First-person narration
Gives the perception.
Following the rules of those
Who told to put ourselves in other's shoes.
Makes it easier to portray
What either couldn't say.
This one's kinda live.
I had a lot of ideas
More than bees in a hive.
All around my cerebellum
Waiting to complete their sum.
The moment I look around,
For the occupant to occupy,
They leave me with a frown
And vanish in the sky.
These Hide&Seek schedule
Drain my brain's fuel,
Making it difficult to write
Keeping the paper white.
I heard her talk to herself:
"It's best when a space isn't occupied
Because once it does you need it that way."
And then shed the tears away.
She had held them back
For far too long.
Still thinks of him
Listening to his favourite song.
Little did she know about
The way he cried his heart out.
He had a match with her symptoms
Just like everything else.
Two hearts with a void
Searching for an occupant.
The game had started,
T'was time to plan a backup.
Apart from everything right now
I yearn the most for you.
I long for the chill
That I used to feel.
Touching my lips,
Running down on me.
I can't always be in the moment, Literally.
So it just happens Figuratively.
Whenever I return from out
Something inside me shouts
To let you rush through me
And the mentions made earlier.
All I want is the Cold
Cooled water and air on me.
